I laugh at the dumb customers I get to see everyday at work :)

aoie_emesai said:
I laugh at the dumb customers I get to see everyday at work :)

at my job were technically not supposed to talk to 'guests'/customers

at home now, had some ramen with friends, now 1 is here back at my place, napping.....not like i'd have anything to actually do...he's about as lazy as me, if I wanted to do something he'd be too lazy to do it, or be too sucked into the tv, its my house and he tells me to be quiet when watching the tv, its my house, my tv......sigh....

again this is me ranting/letting off steam pay no attention....

AZD-A9S said:
Sounds sweet assuming they don't experience pain in their sleep.

But me, it just can't be a nightmare that actually feels real...ugh:
Nightmare Part 1I remember this one time I experienced a nightmare that actually felt so real it affected me. Part of that nightmare is me getting stabbed in my right side near my back from a screwdriver.

Nightmare Part 2When the nightmare ended, I woke up in horrible Sickle-Cell pain and also pain in the same spot I dreamed of being stabbed at. I was sent to the hospital after that. That day, I was afraid to sleep again. I spent that whole day trying to fight off the sleepy side effects of Morphine to stay awake...but that was also not letting the narcotic do its job for my pain. I eventually couldn't fight it any longer since I was receiving more Morphine to calm the pain down and me screaming / crying. I finally fell asleep.

If someone had died in their sleep while having a bad nightmare, that would be terrible.
That being said, having a good dream, I think, would be better since you get to die without feeling pain and enjoying that dream as it were your real life.

sleep paralysis... i always heard of people having that...

nightmares... something i am very familiar with... i remember having a nightmare where i lodged into a hotel... where every room is as small as a cabinet... the door is also like a cabinet's sliding door... as you open the door... all you can see is a side table and the bed... and maybe if you're lucky... a window... if not a light bulb... at night i heard a strange voice and i thought it was my neighbor... sliding my doors open... i saw a floating demon's head... hag-like, pale-white, and hollow-eyed... i ran as it chased me through an endless hallway of cabinet doors as i am deafened by its shrieks... as i woke up... i saw my friend who is sleeping beside me... i woke her up to tell her about my nightmare... as she turns to me... it was the demon's head breathing madly in my face... then i woke up... for real...

another one is a long-necked bony old man with long fish-like teeth who's following me at school... i never saw its body... but here's the thing...he is everywhere... as long as there is an object that blocks your line of sight... like behind your monitor or a mug... at first i noticed it hiding from me... as it gets closer ever time i blink... until it introduced himself... it keeps on talking things to me which i can't comprehend... until it went mad... laughing as it says he's going to get me... as i ran for the library to get the book about demonology... he was everywhere... behind a classmate... behind a piece of lighter... behind a blind corner... until i found the book... alas!... i found the book... but i can't read what's written in it... i can see familiar characters... but i cannot understand or remember when i put my mind into it... i tried as hard as i can as the creature appeared behind the book... and this is my first experience that one cannot read in their dreams as that part of the mind's function is not working during sleep... although there are people who claims they did read something... but that is how the suggestion of one's mind that made one think that they saw the winning lottery number or something... but in reality... it is something that is as familiar as a text... but one cannot read it with the power of suggestion...

and there was recently... a fat woman with bushy eyebrows and blood red lips is chasing after me in a mall... it was a challenge of self control and deception... the woman is a demon that plays with its prey... it tries to stealthily approaches you in a crowd until it reaches you... and tries to make you talk by asking questions or annoy you... then she will grab you to her world... where she will cook and eat you... you have to avoid her wittingly b how the traffic of people in the mall moves... and one important factor is that... you should never... by any mean.. let her know that you know what is going on... the moment she knew something is wrong or knows that you are afraid... she can instantly grab you to her world and it's gameover... so... not answering her is a bad thing... since she would know that you know something... i tried my best to pretend to not hearing her as i randomly ask people for directions whenever she reached me... until i reached the basement parking as i was pretending to go home... although i don't have a car... i am very scared... so all i can do is pretend that i am just any other person going in their way in the mall... i must not let her know that i know... i hide a pickup truck as i hear her footsteps coming closer... and closer... like a ticking clock... as i woke up by the sound of my clock's tick tocks...

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dreams are dreams..I don't have any lately nor remember having any for a long time so, I don't know whether to consider myself lucky or not, dreams are dreams right? I don't really buy into all that psychological stuff about how they can relate to my life etc so, meh, but apparently AZD is got something to say?

AZD-A9S said:
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what is it?...

natsumenatsu said:
what is it?...

Your extended ellipsis punctuation really annoys users like me and AZD.

actually i found it quiet easy to read, thou my grammar isn't up to par with your I'd imagine, but no offense, with all those breaks etc, it felt like you were telling ghost stories or something, again no offense, I understand these are your dreams, just reading them gave me a feeling like something you'd say around a campfire late at night or something

we all got our own reading habits and what not I guess when talking to you...i should avoid doing ...... this......right

meh, hence y some of my posts recently i say, you should just ignore blah blah blah

You seem to be having fun spalose.

AZD-A9S said:
You seem to be having fun spalose.

? huh?

spalose said:
? huh?

Heh.

no seriously, what made you say that? i am perplexed here...why would you think i am having fun?

How about this.
Are you bored right now?

well not that much, thou a friend is here right now, but where just sitting around being lazy, but with all this conversation my boredom goes away little by little

Well that's good.

Wait a sec. A friend is here? Sitting beside you or what?

he sometimes kick me off my own computer so he can look stuff up, and signs out of my sites to sign in on his account etc, but he doesn't have an account here, and he's nope rly a forum guy so he prob won't see this, if he ever does, hiya *waves*

....he left a few minutes ago anyway.....

where'd every one go?

To me, it's more reading that I would want that's why I dislike it. If i remember correctly, natsumenatsu isn't naturally an English speaker and I can tolerate a good amount of internet grammar, but this form is bothersome >.>

Sorta like using non-capitalized and capitalized letters.

spalose said:
actually i found it quiet easy to read, thou my grammar isn't up to par with your I'd imagine, but no offense, with all those breaks etc, it felt like you were telling ghost stories or something, again no offense, I understand these are your dreams, just reading them gave me a feeling like something you'd say around a campfire late at night or something

I had that feeling too (or like a book or the narration of a movie or sth).
I really enjoyed reading your dreams natsumenatsu (you should write a book or make an anime). I actually liked the style (cause every segment transmits its own atmosphere and idea, but then together they make a story. Really really like it!), but can also understand why it might be unusual for some people to read.
It seems you dream a lot about demons somehow :S. What do you do in life natsumenatsu (if i may ask)?

off to sleep, nite ppl

and now i am up, awake, and of course bored....

Just read an article saying that fortune_arterial is being adapted into an anime ^_^
This pleases me much, any one else feel the same?

mission complete....

had my stuff signed by Noizi Ito and had dinner with her.....

admin2 said:
mission complete....

had my stuff signed by Noizi Ito and had dinner with her.....

I HATE YOU!

spalose said:
Just read an article saying that fortune_arterial is being adapted into an anime ^_^
This pleases me much, any one else feel the same?

I felt the same when I read that gosick and kami_nomi_zo_shiru_sekai are being adapted into anime

sweet ^^

oh btw, I just experienced an earthquake...

spalose said:
I just experienced an earthquake...

Emotional earthquake?