[About the source] Yesterday I was seeing an old post on Sayori's Fanbox where she posted about an exhibition of her arts. Now I'm seeing this big event about Eva that I'm such a huge fan... Oh, gosh, I'm SO envious of Japanese people who attend these big/huge events and official events about anime/manga/doujinshi and alike stuff, and have access to a huge bunch of official merchandise, purchase them -- so many nice stuff that I'd like to have my hands on, meet the original artists, take photos, autographs, etc., etc., etc. What I'd do to meet Sayori and buy her official merchandise directly from the source! And not only these official events of particular artists/circles or media, but also the general big ones, like Comic Market... Oh, gosh, I wish! I'm so envious!